The pain inside Begins to fluctuate As it increases and decreases Each time you walk by. I feel an endless amount of guilt Plague me against the wall, Trapping me from escaping back into his arms Where I feel safe and secure. I hate the fact that you are stealing him away Because that isContinue reading “Hurting Inside”
Tag Archives: Suffering
Painful Words
The sting of your words Throws me off. I never could believe That you would say Those painfully striking words Ever to me. Now I kind of wonder If you even believe Those previous words You say to me Every morning and night Before I leave. In the night, The intense pain attacks me again.Continue reading “Painful Words”
Remembering You
The photos on my shelf Will forever remind me of you. If I try to ignore it, The photos always find a way to remind me of you. I sometimes walk by and avoid looking at them But the photos always win. I sometimes mentally curse myself because I always give in, Allowing the photosContinue reading “Remembering You”
The Loss of Happiness
The joy fades With the never leaving impression That something is missing. My happiness… I sometimes search for it daily with the hope That one day it’ll find its way back to me. But it never does. My happiness… The emptiness I feel Is deepening the void That is there without the missing thing fillingContinue reading “The Loss of Happiness”
The Scar of a Diamond
The sight of the diamond Scars my heart. Sometimes I choose this trail Because it is your favourite too. However, I end up regretting it Mostly due to seeing her. Her happiness drains my soul As I remember how it is us That are so happy together With no disruptions from the universe. Those memoriesContinue reading “The Scar of a Diamond”
Missing Fairytale
The dream flashes before my eyes As I remember how our love Is a fairytale. But, now no more… That is never in fairytales But maybe because it is shut somewhere Deep, deep down. Our love is no more. The fairytale ending I am no longer able to see Is now a distant memory AndContinue reading “Missing Fairytale”
Composition
Music is a beautiful tool I love to explore And play around with, Turning my emotions into melodies. It allows me to express deep emotions Which bury me deep down In the abyss of my hurt, Pain and suffering. It is my confidant, It is my companion, It is my friend, It is my soul.Continue reading “Composition”
