Happiness fills my heart As I paint my friends and family For my empty, lonely wall. It brings life to my soul And gives me optimism for the day That one day we may reunite.
Tag Archives: Relationships
Playing With Dolls
My sister and I always played With our favourite dolls And explore on mini adventures. I enjoy the stress-free games And the feeling of not knowing What time is. Playing with dolls with my sister Was always a fun time And now I get to relive it with my stepsister.
Joy
The joy of waking up To my favourite people Is a dream come true. I love seeing their smiles As soon as my eyes flutter And their excitement for the day.
Memories of You
The photos captured the days we spent Exploring and travelling the world. I miss you more and more each day Since you left for a better time. I know you look down on me And witness these moments When I reminisce over everything We did as crazy teenagers.
His Birthday
His birthday was different To what he had planned. Things changed immediately Before we had a chance To savour what we could. I feel terrible that I was Not there to celebrate His birthday with him But he told me that he’d Choose our night over the Extravagant party thrown Any other day.
Stings Like a Bee
I thought that this wouldn’t hurt. But how dumb was I? I always thought that we would be Together forever and ever Until that week when we heard Those words escape from within. What happened to us? Why did we let each other go? We still can’t let each other go In our hearts evenContinue reading “Stings Like a Bee”
Designs
The spirals and swirls On the dresses and shirts Remind me of the clothes That my niece loves. She has always been a fan Of patterned clothes Whereas I preferred solids And neutrals in clothing. I smile as I grab a hat With sparkles and A giant pink ribbon bow For her seventh birthday.
Losing Everything
Losing everything in the blink of an eye Is painful and tragic. Losing everything in the blink of an eye Hurts like no other. Losing everything in the snap of a second Damages your soul with hatred. Losing everything in the snap of a second Stabs your heart repetitively till it can bleed no more.Continue reading “Losing Everything”
Friendship
Friendship is something Special and is tough to find With the right person.
Bullet
It was a bullet That tore me apart when you Said goodbye that day.
Yearning
My heart yearns for The love it received back then – Now non-existent.
Biscuits
Making biscuits is Always a fun time for the Kids when with their dad.
Family Days
Thinking about our fun family days Always brings a smile to my face. I love spending time With my husband and kids And I will always treasure these memories Because they’re all I’ve got.
Forgotten
Tears attacked my eyes When I saw you with her. We were separated for four months And you showed no sign of boredom. But then, you were a different person Almost like a shell of the person I used to know But still love as a whole. You were no longer the same Once youContinue reading “Forgotten”
Browsing
Searching through stores, I admire the pretty stitching, fabrics, and laces. But none of them was the one I desired. I searched high and low For the perfect dress To wear on my wedding day. But alas, I still haven’t found “the one” That will make me feel beautiful On my special day.
Her Jewellery
Sorting through my jewellery box, I found the dainty pearls and gems That I loved to wear On these special occasions. I haven’t touched them in years. The last time I wore a piece Was before they parted ways With my parents and me. I held the delicate, elegant necklace In my hand, before shakingContinue reading “Her Jewellery”
Without You
Lying in bed up at night, My mind whirls as I try to sleep. The thoughts of you continue to pound And rattle my brain As I listen to the soundless night And the screeching harmonies Of my heartache. Being without you has been insane And it continues growing restless Every passing second. I amContinue reading “Without You”
Teardrops
Crying as I try to work out A heartbreaking assignment For my English Extension class. Writing a poem based on my heartbreak. Jotting my emotions and thoughts, They swirled around in my mind, Prancing and traumatising me As I breathed them out. This was too painful. I couldn’t do this. Tears flooded my eyes AndContinue reading “Teardrops”
Pain
My heart yearns for You even if you pain me With surreal heartache.
Mistake
I didn’t know how to feel When everything came crashing down. I didn’t know what to do When I lost my life source. I didn’t know how to react When he said those words. I didn’t know how much he meant Before I lost him. I didn’t know how to breathe When he was gone.Continue reading “Mistake”
Royalty
Spending time with him Always made me feel like royalty. I was his princess And he was my prince. No one could replace Either one of us In our royal hearts And our royal minds. We were each other’s crown And each other’s guard. I was his princess And he was my prince.
Damaged
The fear surrounds me, Capturing and holding my heart In a rush of anxiety. Hearing those frightful words, Ones I have not heard in four years, Tore my heart out of my chest. I did not think how badly You would have taken those words to heart When I could not care less. I knewContinue reading “Damaged”
Memories
You are no longer here with me But our memories are forever here. They remind me of our times together And how much I love you and you love me. You are my everything. Losing you is still hard to accept But I know that you are happy and healthy Up in your world, whereverContinue reading “Memories”
Love and Happiness
My heart fills with great Love and happiness as I See the ones I love.
A New Year
The new year comes around And my heart fills with love. I am so grateful to see My family and friends with me. The year has been a long, wild ride – One I will never forget like the tide. I cannot wait to see what the new year brings But I know that IContinue reading “A New Year”
Birthday 2021
Two thousand and twenty-one… What a year it has been! I never expected to pass over two hundred followers before we hit my birthday, but I was surprised, just like how I did not expect the joy and interest received this year. I am so thankful for each one of you and this birthday hasContinue reading “Birthday 2021”
To You
I’ve never felt this way before, But something about the way you talk, It was so different from before, Like you didn’t even know how to walk. But whenever she is around, You stumble on the words that never leave your mouth. Your eyes follow her around While I start to feel like I’m goingContinue reading “To You”
Taken You Away – Boy’s Perspective
I haven’t seen you around for a while. You seem to be so far away. I can’t help but feel real bad Yet I don’t know why I feel bad. I know your heart is breaking apart Because I’m hanging out with her, I know your heart is breaking apart Because I’m hanging outContinue reading “Taken You Away – Boy’s Perspective”
Taken You Away – Girl’s Perspective
I see you walk away with her. I see you laughing with her. I can’t help but hate her Yet I don’t know why I hate her. My heart begins to break apart Because you’re hanging out with her, My heart begins to break apart Because you’re hanging out with her… I can’tContinue reading “Taken You Away – Girl’s Perspective”
Taken You Away – Duet
I see you walk away with her. I see you laughing with her. I can’t help but hate her Yet I don’t know why I hate her. My heart begins to break apart Because you’re hanging out with her, My heart begins to break apart Because you’re hanging out with her… I can’tContinue reading “Taken You Away – Duet”
Jealous
I see you walking with her. The quiet laughter – I wonder. Sometimes I feel invisible, No longer feeling invincible. It’s like your attention is all on her. It’s like your focus is never leaving her. Sometimes you don’t know I’m alive Because you’re busy staring at her eyes. I feel so alone With nowhereContinue reading “Jealous”
The Joy of Winter
The cool season, My favourite season, Reminds me of all the memories that I have From our times together. I adore remembering everything we have done When we were going out Because I will forever remember That special day. Something about winter Just brings about joy to me. I cannot imagine my life without thisContinue reading “The Joy of Winter”
My Happy Days
Whenever I am in a bad mood, I recall all my happy memories. Whenever I am in a bad mood, I recall all my happy moments. When things get rough, I remember my favourite things. When things get rough, I remember my favourite activities. When life is bad, I remember my friends. When life isContinue reading “My Happy Days”
Breaking
The glass shattering beneath the floor Sends a painful strike up my heart. The vase from you Is now split upon the floor. The sound of the glass cracking on the countertop Paralyses me with a painful sting. Of all the wedding gifts, the rose teacups Are now split upon the floor. The sound ofContinue reading “Breaking”
Hurting Inside
The pain inside Begins to fluctuate As it increases and decreases Each time you walk by. I feel an endless amount of guilt Plague me against the wall, Trapping me from escaping back into his arms Where I feel safe and secure. I hate the fact that you are stealing him away Because that isContinue reading “Hurting Inside”
Painful Words
The sting of your words Throws me off. I never could believe That you would say Those painfully striking words Ever to me. Now I kind of wonder If you even believe Those previous words You say to me Every morning and night Before I leave. In the night, The intense pain attacks me again.Continue reading “Painful Words”
Losing You
The intense squeeze Is the last I remember Because the presence Is no longer here. Repeating the past Is an exhausting task. I cannot stand to fathom Recalling all the previous times. The worry I feel at night Is immeasurable to the pain in my heart. Losing you is like losing a puzzle piece. AnotherContinue reading “Losing You”
Remembering You
The photos on my shelf Will forever remind me of you. If I try to ignore it, The photos always find a way to remind me of you. I sometimes walk by and avoid looking at them But the photos always win. I sometimes mentally curse myself because I always give in, Allowing the photosContinue reading “Remembering You”
The Scar of a Diamond
The sight of the diamond Scars my heart. Sometimes I choose this trail Because it is your favourite too. However, I end up regretting it Mostly due to seeing her. Her happiness drains my soul As I remember how it is us That are so happy together With no disruptions from the universe. Those memoriesContinue reading “The Scar of a Diamond”
Missing Fairytale
The dream flashes before my eyes As I remember how our love Is a fairytale. But, now no more… That is never in fairytales But maybe because it is shut somewhere Deep, deep down. Our love is no more. The fairytale ending I am no longer able to see Is now a distant memory AndContinue reading “Missing Fairytale”
I Miss You
The pain in my heart Will never suffice the hole you fill. You are no longer here To be my other half Making me feel vulnerable, Fragile, and hurt. I am never going to be safe again Because you’re no longer here. I miss you every day And yearn to feel you next to meContinue reading “I Miss You”
String
The endless pain tears my heart As I wonder what we’ve done so wrong. The endless guilt eats me up As I try to write it out in this song. I feel my heart begin to break apart As you wander back into my thoughts. You’ll never know what pain you’ve put me through AsContinue reading “String”
Pictures
Do you still remember all those years ago When we were younger and carefree? I still remember all our memories But do you still remember us? It’s been so long since I last saw you But seeing you with her today Makes me sad but happy as well. I hope you’ve found the one you’reContinue reading “Pictures”
A Sight
Every time I look that way, I see a sight I can’t replace. Even if I try so hard, I see a sight I can’t replace. I feel my heart slowly break apart From a sight I can’t ignore. No matter how hard I try I still see a sight I can’t ignore… Our friendshipContinue reading “A Sight”
My Favourite Hobby
Reading has always been a pleasure in my life. I love escaping reality And entering a world with magic and abnormality. Reading has always been a pleasure in my life. I love becoming friends with the characters And learning about their journey throughout the story. Reading has always been a pleasure in my life. IContinue reading “My Favourite Hobby”
The Joy of Friendship
My friends have always been there to support me Even through all our hardest moments in life. We always cheer each other up And help each other when one falls down. I can never live without The joy of my friendships Because it would be a living nightmare To ever go through a day withoutContinue reading “The Joy of Friendship”
Friends
Whenever I hang out with my friends, I always have a smile on my face. Maybe it’s because of the wacky conversations? Maybe it’s because I enjoy their company? Regardless of the reason, I love hanging out with them Because we have the most fun ever And I will always treasure our unbreakable bond.
Sadness
Losing their connection Was a painful blow to my heart. I couldn’t believe the transpiring events Until it finally hit. They were gone. They were gone. They were gone… I had lost them. My friends were finally tricked, Manipulated, deceived. I couldn’t believe the transpiring events Until it finally hit. Her cackling laughter sound throughContinue reading “Sadness”
Reality
Life is a funny thing. One minute, it can be amazing. The next, it can be horrible. You just never know. Life is a spectacular thing. You meet new people every day And spend time with your most loved ones. It is just amazing. Life is a harsh thing. Days can be tough, and youContinue reading “Reality”
Woolly Coat
The coats all amaze me with their unique style As they vary in colours and warmth. But, I have one coat that I adore. The white woolly coat from my friends.
Invisible
The fear of being alone Encapsulates me each night. I cannot believe that I sometimes think That no one is there for me. It feels like all my friends are gone, All my family are against me, Everyone I love gone. Gone… Sometimes when I’m with them, I feel like I’m isolated despite everyone IContinue reading “Invisible”
Stuck in the Middle
The hardest thing for me to decide on Is a battle between my heart and mind. I want to be in a relationship with him But I can’t because I want her to be happy with him too. Every day I see them both, My heart and mind enter battle mode. Do I want himContinue reading “Stuck in the Middle”
Letters
The envelopes arrive at my house And I feel the sudden dread course through me. I hate Valentine’s Day and I cannot believe, I found someone else who hates it as well. Seeing all these letters Floods me with discomfort and hatred. This day was going to be horrendous. Utterly and completely horrendous! I siftContinue reading “Letters”
Celebrate
Another special day has come When we celebrate with fun For those, we love and care. It allows us to reminisce Of all the wonderful times That we spend. It allows us to reconnect To those we love And rarely talk to. Connections are empowered, Relationships are strengthened, Bonds are nourished. Another special day hasContinue reading “Celebrate”
Reminding Me
I see you walking up to me. The nervous walk, I cannot believe The way you approach me draws me in. I see you walking up to me. And then we sit down And talk about our days. Calm conversation Flows around. The bouquet of flowers That you’re holding in your hand Makes my heartContinue reading “Reminding Me”
My Collective Groups
A collective group of people Whom I call my friends Are one of my favourites. A collective group of people Whom I call my family Are one of my favourites. A collective group of people Whom I call my loves Are one of my favourites.
