Pain

Happy Moments

Seeing my friends rejoice Over their Christmas gifts Was super sweet. It was nice spending time As a group before things Became different soon. We were grateful for Our final moment Before moving states.

His Birthday

His birthday was different To what he had planned. Things changed immediately Before we had a chance To savour what we could. I feel terrible that I was Not there to celebrate His birthday with him But he told me that he’d Choose our night over the Extravagant party thrown Any other day.

Damaged

My mind hurts with the drama Circling on repeat. I hated this. It was insane to think That they would fall out Over a silly argument But we were all silly. We took sides And avoided the others To show our loyalty, Causing the drift In our eroded friendship.

Stings Like a Bee

I thought that this wouldn’t hurt. But how dumb was I? I always thought that we would be Together forever and ever Until that week when we heard Those words escape from within. What happened to us? Why did we let each other go? We still can’t let each other go In our hearts evenContinue reading “Stings Like a Bee”

Math Homework

Sitting at my desk and Focusing on my math homework Brought reminders of the upcoming test. This topic was exhausting Despite being not the hardest one of the year. Remembering all the methods were getting tough. I never minded doing Algebra But now that I moved to Extension, It was causing me more pain thanContinue reading “Math Homework”

Losing Everything

Losing everything in the blink of an eye Is painful and tragic. Losing everything in the blink of an eye Hurts like no other. Losing everything in the snap of a second Damages your soul with hatred. Losing everything in the snap of a second Stabs your heart repetitively till it can bleed no more.Continue reading “Losing Everything”

Joyful Memories

Looking through the photos Of our friendship trips Was extremely bittersweet. We rarely have time for these vacations And it rips my heart out of my chest That we never make time for them anymore. Life has been full-on But these photos still capture The essence of our joyful memories.

Bullet

It was a bullet That tore me apart when you Said goodbye that day.

Yearning

My heart yearns for The love it received back then – Now non-existent.

Missing my Friends

I used to see them every day But since we parted ways For our futures, We have never been the same. I miss them each more each day And it pains my heart every passing second. I am happy that we’re following our dreams But I wish we didn’t lose contact Over those four years.Continue reading “Missing my Friends”

Forgotten

Tears attacked my eyes When I saw you with her. We were separated for four months And you showed no sign of boredom. But then, you were a different person Almost like a shell of the person I used to know But still love as a whole. You were no longer the same Once youContinue reading “Forgotten”

Her Jewellery

Sorting through my jewellery box, I found the dainty pearls and gems That I loved to wear On these special occasions. I haven’t touched them in years. The last time I wore a piece Was before they parted ways With my parents and me. I held the delicate, elegant necklace In my hand, before shakingContinue reading “Her Jewellery”

Problems

We all have problems. Life was never made to be easy. It was full of obstacles and challenges – Something that can be discouraging. We overcome these difficulties With constant perseverance And determination. We learn from mistakes and push on. Our issues make us stronger And help us grow to be better people. We learnContinue reading “Problems”

Without You

Lying in bed up at night, My mind whirls as I try to sleep. The thoughts of you continue to pound And rattle my brain As I listen to the soundless night And the screeching harmonies Of my heartache. Being without you has been insane And it continues growing restless Every passing second. I amContinue reading “Without You”

Teardrops

Crying as I try to work out A heartbreaking assignment For my English Extension class. Writing a poem based on my heartbreak. Jotting my emotions and thoughts, They swirled around in my mind, Prancing and traumatising me As I breathed them out. This was too painful. I couldn’t do this. Tears flooded my eyes AndContinue reading “Teardrops”

My heart yearns for You even if you pain me With surreal heartache.

Mistake

I didn’t know how to feel When everything came crashing down. I didn’t know what to do When I lost my life source. I didn’t know how to react When he said those words. I didn’t know how much he meant Before I lost him. I didn’t know how to breathe When he was gone.Continue reading “Mistake”

Damaged

The fear surrounds me, Capturing and holding my heart In a rush of anxiety. Hearing those frightful words, Ones I have not heard in four years, Tore my heart out of my chest. I did not think how badly You would have taken those words to heart When I could not care less. I knewContinue reading “Damaged”

Memories

You are no longer here with me But our memories are forever here. They remind me of our times together And how much I love you and you love me. You are my everything. Losing you is still hard to accept But I know that you are happy and healthy Up in your world, whereverContinue reading “Memories”

To You

I’ve never felt this way before, But something about the way you talk, It was so different from before, Like you didn’t even know how to walk. But whenever she is around, You stumble on the words that never leave your mouth. Your eyes follow her around While I start to feel like I’m goingContinue reading “To You”

Taken You Away – Boy’s Perspective

I haven’t seen you around for a while. You seem to be so far away. I can’t help but feel real bad Yet I don’t know why I feel bad. I know your heart is breaking apart Because I’m hanging out with her, I know your heart is breaking apart Because I’m hanging outContinue reading “Taken You Away – Boy’s Perspective”

Taken You Away – Girl’s Perspective

I see you walk away with her. I see you laughing with her. I can’t help but hate her Yet I don’t know why I hate her. My heart begins to break apart Because you’re hanging out with her, My heart begins to break apart Because you’re hanging out with her… I can’tContinue reading “Taken You Away – Girl’s Perspective”

Taken You Away – Duet

R U OK? 2021

Problems are a part of life But they can be more than an obstacle. Keeping things to yourself Can cause more damage than help. It is always tough to deal with something hard But talking it out with others Can alleviate the burden on your shoulders. You can always start a conversation before it’s tooContinue reading “R U OK? 2021”

Hidden Behind a Screen

Click, click, click. Words flowing through And crashing and smashing someone’s heart. But, how would you know? How would you know if you’re destroying, Killing or hurting someone? How would you know? How would you know? Words are knives. Comments are wounds. Click, click, click. But, how would you know? Click, click, click. Words flowingContinue reading “Hidden Behind a Screen”

Breaking

The glass shattering beneath the floor Sends a painful strike up my heart. The vase from you Is now split upon the floor. The sound of the glass cracking on the countertop Paralyses me with a painful sting. Of all the wedding gifts, the rose teacups Are now split upon the floor. The sound ofContinue reading “Breaking”

Hurting Inside

The pain inside Begins to fluctuate As it increases and decreases Each time you walk by. I feel an endless amount of guilt Plague me against the wall, Trapping me from escaping back into his arms Where I feel safe and secure. I hate the fact that you are stealing him away Because that isContinue reading “Hurting Inside”

Painful Words

The sting of your words Throws me off. I never could believe That you would say Those painfully striking words Ever to me. Now I kind of wonder If you even believe Those previous words You say to me Every morning and night Before I leave. In the night, The intense pain attacks me again.Continue reading “Painful Words”

Losing You

The intense squeeze Is the last I remember Because the presence Is no longer here. Repeating the past Is an exhausting task. I cannot stand to fathom Recalling all the previous times. The worry I feel at night Is immeasurable to the pain in my heart. Losing you is like losing a puzzle piece. AnotherContinue reading “Losing You”

The Loss of Happiness

The joy fades With the never leaving impression That something is missing. My happiness… I sometimes search for it daily with the hope That one day it’ll find its way back to me. But it never does. My happiness… The emptiness I feel Is deepening the void That is there without the missing thing fillingContinue reading “The Loss of Happiness”

The Scar of a Diamond

The sight of the diamond Scars my heart. Sometimes I choose this trail Because it is your favourite too. However, I end up regretting it Mostly due to seeing her. Her happiness drains my soul As I remember how it is us That are so happy together With no disruptions from the universe. Those memoriesContinue reading “The Scar of a Diamond”

Missing Fairytale

The dream flashes before my eyes As I remember how our love Is a fairytale. But, now no more… That is never in fairytales But maybe because it is shut somewhere Deep, deep down. Our love is no more. The fairytale ending I am no longer able to see Is now a distant memory AndContinue reading “Missing Fairytale”

I Miss You

The pain in my heart Will never suffice the hole you fill. You are no longer here To be my other half Making me feel vulnerable, Fragile, and hurt. I am never going to be safe again Because you’re no longer here. I miss you every day And yearn to feel you next to meContinue reading “I Miss You”

No Matter What

I send my gaze that way and what do I see? A painful sight that rips my heart apart. I’ll never tell you what pain I feel Because we are no longer that close. But in what world would I not care about you? No matter how close we are or not, You’ll always beContinue reading “No Matter What”

String

The endless pain tears my heart As I wonder what we’ve done so wrong. The endless guilt eats me up As I try to write it out in this song. I feel my heart begin to break apart As you wander back into my thoughts. You’ll never know what pain you’ve put me through AsContinue reading “String”

Pictures

Do you still remember all those years ago When we were younger and carefree? I still remember all our memories But do you still remember us? It’s been so long since I last saw you But seeing you with her today Makes me sad but happy as well. I hope you’ve found the one you’reContinue reading “Pictures”

Break Apart

The look in your eyes Reminds me of the good times. I wish that we didn’t fall apart Cause now it’s tearing at my heart. The striking pain begins to elevate, The stinging pain too hard to calculate. Now everything is crumbling All from one long single look. I feel my heart begin to breakContinue reading “Break Apart”

Wish We Never Met

The burning fire burns away. All our pictures, burning away. Nothing’s left of us, Nothing but your lust. You begin to change before me. My heart is breaking before you. I can’t believe you’d use me All for your own selfish gain… But now our pictures are burning away Yet your actions are still staying. Continue reading “Wish We Never Met”

Forgive You

Sometimes I wonder if we fell apart. What would happen to our hearts? All our trust falls apart. What would happen to our hearts? But then you turn around and hurt me Not knowing what you did. How could you ever hurt me After all we’ve been through? But how can I forgive you AfterContinue reading “Forgive You”

Here to Stay

All our memories are fading away. I still wish you were here to stay. Losing you was like losing me. I still wish you were here to stay. I wish you never left But I can’t hold onto you. I don’t want to drag you down So, I’ll let you go… All our memories areContinue reading “Here to Stay”

Battle with Depression

I’d never admitted to anyone That I had a battle with depression. It all seems so long ago but still so close. I hated those years. The years that went by, The years that I felt worthless, The years that nothing happened, The years that I wanted to die. Everything in the world was soContinue reading “Battle with Depression”

Hurting Myself

The tears trickle down, The pain pounds inside, The guilt intensifies out. Everything comes rushing back As the horrid events flood my mind And all I’ve known was lost. I lost everything that mattered to me. I lost everything that was important to me. I lost everything that was special to me. The tears trickleContinue reading “Hurting Myself”

Sadness

Losing their connection Was a painful blow to my heart. I couldn’t believe the transpiring events Until it finally hit. They were gone. They were gone. They were gone… I had lost them. My friends were finally tricked, Manipulated, deceived. I couldn’t believe the transpiring events Until it finally hit. Her cackling laughter sound throughContinue reading “Sadness”

Jealous

Every time I see you with her, I can’t help but feel jealous. I remember those times we spent together Before you fell in love. It hurts my heart to see you happy with someone else But I know it’s part of humanity. I will always treasure those memories But I hope she doesn’t breakContinue reading “Jealous”

Money

For my fifteenth birthday, I received a wallet. Ever since that day, I have treasured the gift with all my heart. It is also the last gift from them Before the separation was fully in place. My heart will also see this as the puzzle piece that held everything together But the glue that wasn’tContinue reading “Money”

Disaster

It was something that we never saw coming. It was something that we never expected. It was something that we never wanted.

Problems

Gasping for air as I run Pass the trees, people, forests. I try to escape the hurt, I try to escape the pain. My lungs are exhausted, but I cannot stop. I must keep going. I cannot let my emotions take over Because that is a disaster waiting to happen. “Inhale, exhale. Inhale, exhale.” ThoseContinue reading “Problems”

Stuck in the Middle

The hardest thing for me to decide on Is a battle between my heart and mind. I want to be in a relationship with him But I can’t because I want her to be happy with him too. Every day I see them both, My heart and mind enter battle mode. Do I want himContinue reading “Stuck in the Middle”

Is the Pain Worth It?

Every morning I wake up at five. Sometimes it’s light But most of the times, it’s dark. Even if I wish for more sleep, I need to get ready. So, I drag myself out of bed And force my way into the bathroom. I switch on the lights And brightness blinds me. I take aContinue reading “Is the Pain Worth It?”

A Clear Wall

The glass separates us From the dreadful sickness That has taken over the world. The glass separates us From any pain and hurt That has taken over the world. The glass separates us From all things dangerous That has taken over the world.

Composition

Music is a beautiful tool I love to explore And play around with, Turning my emotions into melodies. It allows me to express deep emotions Which bury me deep down In the abyss of my hurt, Pain and suffering. It is my confidant, It is my companion, It is my friend, It is my soul.Continue reading “Composition”

I’m Sorry – Girl’s Perspective

Pain never felt like this before But now I think you’ve opened up my heart. You showed me another style of hurt And now I think I’ve got another scar. Sometimes I wonder If you even care. Since pain is slow But a bullet through my heart. I’m sorry that I couldn’t tell you IContinue reading “I’m Sorry – Girl’s Perspective”

I’m Sorry – Boy’s Perspective

I’m sorry that I caused you pain But now I think that you have done the same. I didn’t trust you with the truth And now I think you’ve got another scar. Sometimes I wonder If you are even fine I didn’t know I shot you in the heart. I’m sorry that I couldn’t tellContinue reading “I’m Sorry – Boy’s Perspective”

Save

When her heart is broken, When her mindset is negative, When her health is shambled, I will be at her rescue in a heartbeat.

I Didn’t Know What Else to Do

Sometimes I wish I never did What I’ve done because it pulls at my heart. Regret is taking over me And now I wish that I could turn back time. The pain will never ever leave Because it aches for you to come back. Sometimes I wish I thought it through Because I knowContinue reading “I Didn’t Know What Else to Do”

I’m Sorry

Welcome back to another poem on Issy’s Writing Wonderland. This poem is an apology poem in the form of a video. Hope that you enjoy, and I’ll see you nextmonth for many more poems and perhaps videos. Music Credits: Josh Woodward (Disappear)

I’m Sorry – Duet

Isolation

The wheel spins Round and round Like the distort pain In my stomach. I ride the bus every day Only to arrive at the most unloved place. School. I can’t speak my native tongue. I can’t speak the language we learn. I can’t speak to anyone. It’s a trap to me. A death trap waitingContinue reading “Isolation”

Better Off Without You

What if you knew The world was ending? Would you even try To fix your mistakes? What about the times That you could’ve said Those little words That may have been? But now I know that it was worthless. Why did I keep on waiting for you? I could’ve left from the beginning But IContinue reading “Better Off Without You”

Broken

The shatter of a glass, Smashing a window, The cracking of glass shoes And the bang of a phone colliding with the ground. What do they all have in common? Broken pieces. Broken like my heart. Broken like my heart. What causes more pain than a broken heart? A lost love, puppy, or friend? WhatContinue reading “Broken”

What Do You Know?

Do you know what I gave up? Do you know the pain I went through? Do you know how hard it was for me? What do you know? Have you ever thought of what the reason was? Have you ever thought of why I did it in the first place? Have you ever thought aboutContinue reading “What Do You Know?”

Perfidy

Plop! Bang! Crash! Tripping, stumbling and falling wherever we go. Can’t you be less oafish ever in your life? It’s really annoying and embarrassing. Don’t you care about what people think? They stomp off and leave you in a daze. Seriously? What kind of friends are they? Embarrassment shouldn’t affect them because they’re not theContinue reading “Perfidy”

Salty

I’m salty? Do you think before you speak? Do you know my life? Do you know me at all? I’m salty? Have you ever wondered why I’m acting this way? Have you ever wondered what the reason may be? Have you ever wondered to ask me why? I’m salty? Did I lose a close friend?Continue reading “Salty”

Betrayal

Pain. Everything hurts. Life is miserable and everything falls apart. Nothing feels right but the pain only grows. All emotions and feelings concealed With fake emotions and feelings coming through. But what’s there to hide? Feelings? Emotions? Regret? What is there to hide? Secrets are best kept private And not public. But nobody cares. FeelingsContinue reading “Betrayal”