Performing my assessment piece in Music Was always extremely nerve-wracking. I feel my bones shaking And my mind running. I love the thrill of performing But I was frightened that my song Would not live up to Those of my peers. It was a tough journey And now my hard work Lies within their earsContinue reading “Performing”
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Writing my Day Away
Sitting at my desk, I let my fingers type furiously As I make progress towards my goals. I focus on my emails and correspondence As soon as I begin And then my poetry. I listen to music and the tapping of my keys Before transitioning to my novel. I allow myself to sink into theContinue reading “Writing my Day Away”
To You
I’ve never felt this way before, But something about the way you talk, It was so different from before, Like you didn’t even know how to walk. But whenever she is around, You stumble on the words that never leave your mouth. Your eyes follow her around While I start to feel like I’m goingContinue reading “To You”
Taken You Away – Boy’s Perspective
I haven’t seen you around for a while. You seem to be so far away. I can’t help but feel real bad Yet I don’t know why I feel bad. I know your heart is breaking apart Because I’m hanging out with her, I know your heart is breaking apart Because I’m hanging outContinue reading “Taken You Away – Boy’s Perspective”
Taken You Away – Girl’s Perspective
I see you walk away with her. I see you laughing with her. I can’t help but hate her Yet I don’t know why I hate her. My heart begins to break apart Because you’re hanging out with her, My heart begins to break apart Because you’re hanging out with her… I can’tContinue reading “Taken You Away – Girl’s Perspective”
Taken You Away – Duet
I see you walk away with her. I see you laughing with her. I can’t help but hate her Yet I don’t know why I hate her. My heart begins to break apart Because you’re hanging out with her, My heart begins to break apart Because you’re hanging out with her… I can’tContinue reading “Taken You Away – Duet”
Jealous
I see you walking with her. The quiet laughter – I wonder. Sometimes I feel invisible, No longer feeling invincible. It’s like your attention is all on her. It’s like your focus is never leaving her. Sometimes you don’t know I’m alive Because you’re busy staring at her eyes. I feel so alone With nowhereContinue reading “Jealous”
I Miss You
The pain in my heart Will never suffice the hole you fill. You are no longer here To be my other half Making me feel vulnerable, Fragile, and hurt. I am never going to be safe again Because you’re no longer here. I miss you every day And yearn to feel you next to meContinue reading “I Miss You”
No Matter What
I send my gaze that way and what do I see? A painful sight that rips my heart apart. I’ll never tell you what pain I feel Because we are no longer that close. But in what world would I not care about you? No matter how close we are or not, You’ll always beContinue reading “No Matter What”
String
The endless pain tears my heart As I wonder what we’ve done so wrong. The endless guilt eats me up As I try to write it out in this song. I feel my heart begin to break apart As you wander back into my thoughts. You’ll never know what pain you’ve put me through AsContinue reading “String”
Pictures
Do you still remember all those years ago When we were younger and carefree? I still remember all our memories But do you still remember us? It’s been so long since I last saw you But seeing you with her today Makes me sad but happy as well. I hope you’ve found the one you’reContinue reading “Pictures”
A Sight
Every time I look that way, I see a sight I can’t replace. Even if I try so hard, I see a sight I can’t replace. I feel my heart slowly break apart From a sight I can’t ignore. No matter how hard I try I still see a sight I can’t ignore… Our friendshipContinue reading “A Sight”
Break Apart
The look in your eyes Reminds me of the good times. I wish that we didn’t fall apart Cause now it’s tearing at my heart. The striking pain begins to elevate, The stinging pain too hard to calculate. Now everything is crumbling All from one long single look. I feel my heart begin to breakContinue reading “Break Apart”
Wish We Never Met
The burning fire burns away. All our pictures, burning away. Nothing’s left of us, Nothing but your lust. You begin to change before me. My heart is breaking before you. I can’t believe you’d use me All for your own selfish gain… But now our pictures are burning away Yet your actions are still staying. Continue reading “Wish We Never Met”
Forgive You
Sometimes I wonder if we fell apart. What would happen to our hearts? All our trust falls apart. What would happen to our hearts? But then you turn around and hurt me Not knowing what you did. How could you ever hurt me After all we’ve been through? But how can I forgive you AfterContinue reading “Forgive You”
Here to Stay
All our memories are fading away. I still wish you were here to stay. Losing you was like losing me. I still wish you were here to stay. I wish you never left But I can’t hold onto you. I don’t want to drag you down So, I’ll let you go… All our memories areContinue reading “Here to Stay”
Find Your Voice
As the music begins to blast through the room, I ponder over the advice from my teachers. The melody begins to fill my mind And I question if I should participate or not. I never wanted to do karaoke with my friends Because of the fear that was building and living inside of me. ButContinue reading “Find Your Voice”
Composition
Music is a beautiful tool I love to explore And play around with, Turning my emotions into melodies. It allows me to express deep emotions Which bury me deep down In the abyss of my hurt, Pain and suffering. It is my confidant, It is my companion, It is my friend, It is my soul.Continue reading “Composition”
Reminding Me
I see you walking up to me. The nervous walk, I cannot believe The way you approach me draws me in. I see you walking up to me. And then we sit down And talk about our days. Calm conversation Flows around. The bouquet of flowers That you’re holding in your hand Makes my heartContinue reading “Reminding Me”
I’m Sorry – Girl’s Perspective
Pain never felt like this before But now I think you’ve opened up my heart. You showed me another style of hurt And now I think I’ve got another scar. Sometimes I wonder If you even care. Since pain is slow But a bullet through my heart. I’m sorry that I couldn’t tell you IContinue reading “I’m Sorry – Girl’s Perspective”
I’m Sorry – Boy’s Perspective
I’m sorry that I caused you pain But now I think that you have done the same. I didn’t trust you with the truth And now I think you’ve got another scar. Sometimes I wonder If you are even fine I didn’t know I shot you in the heart. I’m sorry that I couldn’t tellContinue reading “I’m Sorry – Boy’s Perspective”
I’m Sorry – Duet
Pain never felt like this before But now I think you’ve opened up my heart. You showed me another style of hurt And now I think I’ve got another scar. Sometimes I wonder If you even care. Since pain is slow But a bullet through my heart. I’m sorry that I couldn’t tell you IContinue reading “I’m Sorry – Duet”
Better Off Without You
What if you knew The world was ending? Would you even try To fix your mistakes? What about the times That you could’ve said Those little words That may have been? But now I know that it was worthless. Why did I keep on waiting for you? I could’ve left from the beginning But IContinue reading “Better Off Without You”
Listen to the Music
The beautiful notes Create a lovely melody To the chords played along Mixing into a song. My fingers rest on the keys And slowly press down Sending out a shrill Filled with excitement and relief. Happiness fills the room, Washing away the melancholy in my heart. Music is my expression. Listen to the music.
Never Leave Me Alone
Voices They take over my mind. Can you hear me whispering? Trying to find my voice within. Voices They take over my mind. All I hear is screaming Always going on again. No matter how hard I try to fight it, It keeps on going on. Everybody wants to know what’s going on Then theyContinue reading “Never Leave Me Alone”
