His birthday was different To what he had planned. Things changed immediately Before we had a chance To savour what we could. I feel terrible that I was Not there to celebrate His birthday with him But he told me that he’d Choose our night over the Extravagant party thrown Any other day.
Tag Archives: Heartbeat
Stings Like a Bee
I thought that this wouldn’t hurt. But how dumb was I? I always thought that we would be Together forever and ever Until that week when we heard Those words escape from within. What happened to us? Why did we let each other go? We still can’t let each other go In our hearts evenContinue reading “Stings Like a Bee”
Me Time
Whenever I have time to myself, I spend it doing the things I love. I write poems and stories and Read heart-warming books. I enjoy painting and colouring, Doodling kittens and tiny bunnies. I relish the shows and movies And indulge in my favourite treats. I love learning random facts Or finding my next favouriteContinue reading “Me Time”
Losing Everything
Losing everything in the blink of an eye Is painful and tragic. Losing everything in the blink of an eye Hurts like no other. Losing everything in the snap of a second Damages your soul with hatred. Losing everything in the snap of a second Stabs your heart repetitively till it can bleed no more.Continue reading “Losing Everything”
Friendship
Friendship is something Special and is tough to find With the right person.
Missing my Friends
I used to see them every day But since we parted ways For our futures, We have never been the same. I miss them each more each day And it pains my heart every passing second. I am happy that we’re following our dreams But I wish we didn’t lose contact Over those four years.Continue reading “Missing my Friends”
Forgotten
Tears attacked my eyes When I saw you with her. We were separated for four months And you showed no sign of boredom. But then, you were a different person Almost like a shell of the person I used to know But still love as a whole. You were no longer the same Once youContinue reading “Forgotten”
Without You
Lying in bed up at night, My mind whirls as I try to sleep. The thoughts of you continue to pound And rattle my brain As I listen to the soundless night And the screeching harmonies Of my heartache. Being without you has been insane And it continues growing restless Every passing second. I amContinue reading “Without You”
Mistake
I didn’t know how to feel When everything came crashing down. I didn’t know what to do When I lost my life source. I didn’t know how to react When he said those words. I didn’t know how much he meant Before I lost him. I didn’t know how to breathe When he was gone.Continue reading “Mistake”
Waiting
Counting down the days Until my friend’s birthday Felt exhilaratingly nerve-wracking. I loved spoiling, celebrating, honouring her Just like she did for me. Our birthdays were always our excuses To spend our energy, time, and money On each other Because we couldn’t feel as guilty. Waiting three hundred and sixty-five days Felt like doing aContinue reading “Waiting”
Damaged
The fear surrounds me, Capturing and holding my heart In a rush of anxiety. Hearing those frightful words, Ones I have not heard in four years, Tore my heart out of my chest. I did not think how badly You would have taken those words to heart When I could not care less. I knewContinue reading “Damaged”
Birthday 2021
Two thousand and twenty-one… What a year it has been! I never expected to pass over two hundred followers before we hit my birthday, but I was surprised, just like how I did not expect the joy and interest received this year. I am so thankful for each one of you and this birthday hasContinue reading “Birthday 2021”
To You
I’ve never felt this way before, But something about the way you talk, It was so different from before, Like you didn’t even know how to walk. But whenever she is around, You stumble on the words that never leave your mouth. Your eyes follow her around While I start to feel like I’m goingContinue reading “To You”
Taken You Away – Boy’s Perspective
I haven’t seen you around for a while. You seem to be so far away. I can’t help but feel real bad Yet I don’t know why I feel bad. I know your heart is breaking apart Because I’m hanging out with her, I know your heart is breaking apart Because I’m hanging outContinue reading “Taken You Away – Boy’s Perspective”
Taken You Away – Girl’s Perspective
I see you walk away with her. I see you laughing with her. I can’t help but hate her Yet I don’t know why I hate her. My heart begins to break apart Because you’re hanging out with her, My heart begins to break apart Because you’re hanging out with her… I can’tContinue reading “Taken You Away – Girl’s Perspective”
Taken You Away – Duet
I see you walk away with her. I see you laughing with her. I can’t help but hate her Yet I don’t know why I hate her. My heart begins to break apart Because you’re hanging out with her, My heart begins to break apart Because you’re hanging out with her… I can’tContinue reading “Taken You Away – Duet”
Hidden Behind a Screen
Click, click, click. Words flowing through And crashing and smashing someone’s heart. But, how would you know? How would you know if you’re destroying, Killing or hurting someone? How would you know? How would you know? Words are knives. Comments are wounds. Click, click, click. But, how would you know? Click, click, click. Words flowingContinue reading “Hidden Behind a Screen”
Hurting Inside
The pain inside Begins to fluctuate As it increases and decreases Each time you walk by. I feel an endless amount of guilt Plague me against the wall, Trapping me from escaping back into his arms Where I feel safe and secure. I hate the fact that you are stealing him away Because that isContinue reading “Hurting Inside”
Missing Fairytale
The dream flashes before my eyes As I remember how our love Is a fairytale. But, now no more… That is never in fairytales But maybe because it is shut somewhere Deep, deep down. Our love is no more. The fairytale ending I am no longer able to see Is now a distant memory AndContinue reading “Missing Fairytale”
String
The endless pain tears my heart As I wonder what we’ve done so wrong. The endless guilt eats me up As I try to write it out in this song. I feel my heart begin to break apart As you wander back into my thoughts. You’ll never know what pain you’ve put me through AsContinue reading “String”
Pictures
Do you still remember all those years ago When we were younger and carefree? I still remember all our memories But do you still remember us? It’s been so long since I last saw you But seeing you with her today Makes me sad but happy as well. I hope you’ve found the one you’reContinue reading “Pictures”
A Sight
Every time I look that way, I see a sight I can’t replace. Even if I try so hard, I see a sight I can’t replace. I feel my heart slowly break apart From a sight I can’t ignore. No matter how hard I try I still see a sight I can’t ignore… Our friendshipContinue reading “A Sight”
Break Apart
The look in your eyes Reminds me of the good times. I wish that we didn’t fall apart Cause now it’s tearing at my heart. The striking pain begins to elevate, The stinging pain too hard to calculate. Now everything is crumbling All from one long single look. I feel my heart begin to breakContinue reading “Break Apart”
Wish We Never Met
The burning fire burns away. All our pictures, burning away. Nothing’s left of us, Nothing but your lust. You begin to change before me. My heart is breaking before you. I can’t believe you’d use me All for your own selfish gain… But now our pictures are burning away Yet your actions are still staying. Continue reading “Wish We Never Met”
Sadness
Losing their connection Was a painful blow to my heart. I couldn’t believe the transpiring events Until it finally hit. They were gone. They were gone. They were gone… I had lost them. My friends were finally tricked, Manipulated, deceived. I couldn’t believe the transpiring events Until it finally hit. Her cackling laughter sound throughContinue reading “Sadness”
Jealous
Every time I see you with her, I can’t help but feel jealous. I remember those times we spent together Before you fell in love. It hurts my heart to see you happy with someone else But I know it’s part of humanity. I will always treasure those memories But I hope she doesn’t breakContinue reading “Jealous”
Stuck in the Middle
The hardest thing for me to decide on Is a battle between my heart and mind. I want to be in a relationship with him But I can’t because I want her to be happy with him too. Every day I see them both, My heart and mind enter battle mode. Do I want himContinue reading “Stuck in the Middle”
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When her heart is broken, When her mindset is negative, When her health is shambled, I will be at her rescue in a heartbeat.
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