His birthday was different To what he had planned. Things changed immediately Before we had a chance To savour what we could. I feel terrible that I was Not there to celebrate His birthday with him But he told me that he’d Choose our night over the Extravagant party thrown Any other day.
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Stings Like a Bee
I thought that this wouldn’t hurt. But how dumb was I? I always thought that we would be Together forever and ever Until that week when we heard Those words escape from within. What happened to us? Why did we let each other go? We still can’t let each other go In our hearts evenContinue reading “Stings Like a Bee”
Losing Everything
Losing everything in the blink of an eye Is painful and tragic. Losing everything in the blink of an eye Hurts like no other. Losing everything in the snap of a second Damages your soul with hatred. Losing everything in the snap of a second Stabs your heart repetitively till it can bleed no more.Continue reading “Losing Everything”
Bullet
It was a bullet That tore me apart when you Said goodbye that day.
Yearning
My heart yearns for The love it received back then – Now non-existent.
Missing my Friends
I used to see them every day But since we parted ways For our futures, We have never been the same. I miss them each more each day And it pains my heart every passing second. I am happy that we’re following our dreams But I wish we didn’t lose contact Over those four years.Continue reading “Missing my Friends”
Forgotten
Tears attacked my eyes When I saw you with her. We were separated for four months And you showed no sign of boredom. But then, you were a different person Almost like a shell of the person I used to know But still love as a whole. You were no longer the same Once youContinue reading “Forgotten”
Her Jewellery
Sorting through my jewellery box, I found the dainty pearls and gems That I loved to wear On these special occasions. I haven’t touched them in years. The last time I wore a piece Was before they parted ways With my parents and me. I held the delicate, elegant necklace In my hand, before shakingContinue reading “Her Jewellery”
Without You
Lying in bed up at night, My mind whirls as I try to sleep. The thoughts of you continue to pound And rattle my brain As I listen to the soundless night And the screeching harmonies Of my heartache. Being without you has been insane And it continues growing restless Every passing second. I amContinue reading “Without You”
Teardrops
Crying as I try to work out A heartbreaking assignment For my English Extension class. Writing a poem based on my heartbreak. Jotting my emotions and thoughts, They swirled around in my mind, Prancing and traumatising me As I breathed them out. This was too painful. I couldn’t do this. Tears flooded my eyes AndContinue reading “Teardrops”
Pain
My heart yearns for You even if you pain me With surreal heartache.
Mistake
I didn’t know how to feel When everything came crashing down. I didn’t know what to do When I lost my life source. I didn’t know how to react When he said those words. I didn’t know how much he meant Before I lost him. I didn’t know how to breathe When he was gone.Continue reading “Mistake”
Damaged
The fear surrounds me, Capturing and holding my heart In a rush of anxiety. Hearing those frightful words, Ones I have not heard in four years, Tore my heart out of my chest. I did not think how badly You would have taken those words to heart When I could not care less. I knewContinue reading “Damaged”
To You
I’ve never felt this way before, But something about the way you talk, It was so different from before, Like you didn’t even know how to walk. But whenever she is around, You stumble on the words that never leave your mouth. Your eyes follow her around While I start to feel like I’m goingContinue reading “To You”
Taken You Away – Boy’s Perspective
I haven’t seen you around for a while. You seem to be so far away. I can’t help but feel real bad Yet I don’t know why I feel bad. I know your heart is breaking apart Because I’m hanging out with her, I know your heart is breaking apart Because I’m hanging outContinue reading “Taken You Away – Boy’s Perspective”
Taken You Away – Girl’s Perspective
I see you walk away with her. I see you laughing with her. I can’t help but hate her Yet I don’t know why I hate her. My heart begins to break apart Because you’re hanging out with her, My heart begins to break apart Because you’re hanging out with her… I can’tContinue reading “Taken You Away – Girl’s Perspective”
Taken You Away – Duet
I see you walk away with her. I see you laughing with her. I can’t help but hate her Yet I don’t know why I hate her. My heart begins to break apart Because you’re hanging out with her, My heart begins to break apart Because you’re hanging out with her… I can’tContinue reading “Taken You Away – Duet”
Jealous
I see you walking with her. The quiet laughter – I wonder. Sometimes I feel invisible, No longer feeling invincible. It’s like your attention is all on her. It’s like your focus is never leaving her. Sometimes you don’t know I’m alive Because you’re busy staring at her eyes. I feel so alone With nowhereContinue reading “Jealous”
Hidden Behind a Screen
Click, click, click. Words flowing through And crashing and smashing someone’s heart. But, how would you know? How would you know if you’re destroying, Killing or hurting someone? How would you know? How would you know? Words are knives. Comments are wounds. Click, click, click. But, how would you know? Click, click, click. Words flowingContinue reading “Hidden Behind a Screen”
Breaking
The glass shattering beneath the floor Sends a painful strike up my heart. The vase from you Is now split upon the floor. The sound of the glass cracking on the countertop Paralyses me with a painful sting. Of all the wedding gifts, the rose teacups Are now split upon the floor. The sound ofContinue reading “Breaking”
Hurting Inside
The pain inside Begins to fluctuate As it increases and decreases Each time you walk by. I feel an endless amount of guilt Plague me against the wall, Trapping me from escaping back into his arms Where I feel safe and secure. I hate the fact that you are stealing him away Because that isContinue reading “Hurting Inside”
Painful Words
The sting of your words Throws me off. I never could believe That you would say Those painfully striking words Ever to me. Now I kind of wonder If you even believe Those previous words You say to me Every morning and night Before I leave. In the night, The intense pain attacks me again.Continue reading “Painful Words”
Losing You
The intense squeeze Is the last I remember Because the presence Is no longer here. Repeating the past Is an exhausting task. I cannot stand to fathom Recalling all the previous times. The worry I feel at night Is immeasurable to the pain in my heart. Losing you is like losing a puzzle piece. AnotherContinue reading “Losing You”
The Scar of a Diamond
The sight of the diamond Scars my heart. Sometimes I choose this trail Because it is your favourite too. However, I end up regretting it Mostly due to seeing her. Her happiness drains my soul As I remember how it is us That are so happy together With no disruptions from the universe. Those memoriesContinue reading “The Scar of a Diamond”
Missing Fairytale
The dream flashes before my eyes As I remember how our love Is a fairytale. But, now no more… That is never in fairytales But maybe because it is shut somewhere Deep, deep down. Our love is no more. The fairytale ending I am no longer able to see Is now a distant memory AndContinue reading “Missing Fairytale”
I Miss You
The pain in my heart Will never suffice the hole you fill. You are no longer here To be my other half Making me feel vulnerable, Fragile, and hurt. I am never going to be safe again Because you’re no longer here. I miss you every day And yearn to feel you next to meContinue reading “I Miss You”
No Matter What
I send my gaze that way and what do I see? A painful sight that rips my heart apart. I’ll never tell you what pain I feel Because we are no longer that close. But in what world would I not care about you? No matter how close we are or not, You’ll always beContinue reading “No Matter What”
String
The endless pain tears my heart As I wonder what we’ve done so wrong. The endless guilt eats me up As I try to write it out in this song. I feel my heart begin to break apart As you wander back into my thoughts. You’ll never know what pain you’ve put me through AsContinue reading “String”
Pictures
Do you still remember all those years ago When we were younger and carefree? I still remember all our memories But do you still remember us? It’s been so long since I last saw you But seeing you with her today Makes me sad but happy as well. I hope you’ve found the one you’reContinue reading “Pictures”
A Sight
Every time I look that way, I see a sight I can’t replace. Even if I try so hard, I see a sight I can’t replace. I feel my heart slowly break apart From a sight I can’t ignore. No matter how hard I try I still see a sight I can’t ignore… Our friendshipContinue reading “A Sight”
Break Apart
The look in your eyes Reminds me of the good times. I wish that we didn’t fall apart Cause now it’s tearing at my heart. The striking pain begins to elevate, The stinging pain too hard to calculate. Now everything is crumbling All from one long single look. I feel my heart begin to breakContinue reading “Break Apart”
Wish We Never Met
The burning fire burns away. All our pictures, burning away. Nothing’s left of us, Nothing but your lust. You begin to change before me. My heart is breaking before you. I can’t believe you’d use me All for your own selfish gain… But now our pictures are burning away Yet your actions are still staying. Continue reading “Wish We Never Met”
Forgive You
Sometimes I wonder if we fell apart. What would happen to our hearts? All our trust falls apart. What would happen to our hearts? But then you turn around and hurt me Not knowing what you did. How could you ever hurt me After all we’ve been through? But how can I forgive you AfterContinue reading “Forgive You”
Here to Stay
All our memories are fading away. I still wish you were here to stay. Losing you was like losing me. I still wish you were here to stay. I wish you never left But I can’t hold onto you. I don’t want to drag you down So, I’ll let you go… All our memories areContinue reading “Here to Stay”
Sadness
Losing their connection Was a painful blow to my heart. I couldn’t believe the transpiring events Until it finally hit. They were gone. They were gone. They were gone… I had lost them. My friends were finally tricked, Manipulated, deceived. I couldn’t believe the transpiring events Until it finally hit. Her cackling laughter sound throughContinue reading “Sadness”
Jealous
Every time I see you with her, I can’t help but feel jealous. I remember those times we spent together Before you fell in love. It hurts my heart to see you happy with someone else But I know it’s part of humanity. I will always treasure those memories But I hope she doesn’t breakContinue reading “Jealous”
Stuck in the Middle
The hardest thing for me to decide on Is a battle between my heart and mind. I want to be in a relationship with him But I can’t because I want her to be happy with him too. Every day I see them both, My heart and mind enter battle mode. Do I want himContinue reading “Stuck in the Middle”
I’m Sorry – Girl’s Perspective
Pain never felt like this before But now I think you’ve opened up my heart. You showed me another style of hurt And now I think I’ve got another scar. Sometimes I wonder If you even care. Since pain is slow But a bullet through my heart. I’m sorry that I couldn’t tell you IContinue reading “I’m Sorry – Girl’s Perspective”
I’m Sorry – Boy’s Perspective
I’m sorry that I caused you pain But now I think that you have done the same. I didn’t trust you with the truth And now I think you’ve got another scar. Sometimes I wonder If you are even fine I didn’t know I shot you in the heart. I’m sorry that I couldn’t tellContinue reading “I’m Sorry – Boy’s Perspective”
I Didn’t Know What Else to Do
Sometimes I wish I never did What I’ve done because it pulls at my heart. Regret is taking over me And now I wish that I could turn back time. The pain will never ever leave Because it aches for you to come back. Sometimes I wish I thought it through Because I knowContinue reading “I Didn’t Know What Else to Do”
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