There was a rise in power. There was a rise in leadership. There was a rise in governance. The advertisements, propaganda, posters wrapped around my mind, spiralling to the forefront of my peripheral knowledge. I was not interested in politics. I never was. But at the legal voting age, I was a part of theContinue reading “Voting Anxiety”
Tag Archives: Guilt
Hurting Inside
The pain inside Begins to fluctuate As it increases and decreases Each time you walk by. I feel an endless amount of guilt Plague me against the wall, Trapping me from escaping back into his arms Where I feel safe and secure. I hate the fact that you are stealing him away Because that isContinue reading “Hurting Inside”
String
The endless pain tears my heart As I wonder what we’ve done so wrong. The endless guilt eats me up As I try to write it out in this song. I feel my heart begin to break apart As you wander back into my thoughts. You’ll never know what pain you’ve put me through AsContinue reading “String”
Battle with Depression
I’d never admitted to anyone That I had a battle with depression. It all seems so long ago but still so close. I hated those years. The years that went by, The years that I felt worthless, The years that nothing happened, The years that I wanted to die. Everything in the world was soContinue reading “Battle with Depression”
Hurting Myself
The tears trickle down, The pain pounds inside, The guilt intensifies out. Everything comes rushing back As the horrid events flood my mind And all I’ve known was lost. I lost everything that mattered to me. I lost everything that was important to me. I lost everything that was special to me. The tears trickleContinue reading “Hurting Myself”
Stuck in the Middle
The hardest thing for me to decide on Is a battle between my heart and mind. I want to be in a relationship with him But I can’t because I want her to be happy with him too. Every day I see them both, My heart and mind enter battle mode. Do I want himContinue reading “Stuck in the Middle”
Did I Make a Mistake?
I never thought about the impact it’ll have on you. To be honest, I forgot to think. Now guilt floods me, day in and out. Did I make a mistake? I feel horrible for not consulting you first. Was I being selfish? It destroys me every day and night. Did I make a mistake? SlowlyContinue reading “Did I Make a Mistake?”
I Didn’t Know What Else to Do
Sometimes I wish I never did What I’ve done because it pulls at my heart. Regret is taking over me And now I wish that I could turn back time. The pain will never ever leave Because it aches for you to come back. Sometimes I wish I thought it through Because I knowContinue reading “I Didn’t Know What Else to Do”
I’m Sorry
Welcome back to another poem on Issy’s Writing Wonderland. This poem is an apology poem in the form of a video. Hope that you enjoy, and I’ll see you nextmonth for many more poems and perhaps videos. Music Credits: Josh Woodward (Disappear)
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