My mind hurts with the drama Circling on repeat. I hated this. It was insane to think That they would fall out Over a silly argument But we were all silly. We took sides And avoided the others To show our loyalty, Causing the drift In our eroded friendship.
Tag Archives: Emotions
Stings Like a Bee
I thought that this wouldn’t hurt. But how dumb was I? I always thought that we would be Together forever and ever Until that week when we heard Those words escape from within. What happened to us? Why did we let each other go? We still can’t let each other go In our hearts evenContinue reading “Stings Like a Bee”
Family Days
Thinking about our fun family days Always brings a smile to my face. I love spending time With my husband and kids And I will always treasure these memories Because they’re all I’ve got.
Without You
Lying in bed up at night, My mind whirls as I try to sleep. The thoughts of you continue to pound And rattle my brain As I listen to the soundless night And the screeching harmonies Of my heartache. Being without you has been insane And it continues growing restless Every passing second. I amContinue reading “Without You”
Teardrops
Crying as I try to work out A heartbreaking assignment For my English Extension class. Writing a poem based on my heartbreak. Jotting my emotions and thoughts, They swirled around in my mind, Prancing and traumatising me As I breathed them out. This was too painful. I couldn’t do this. Tears flooded my eyes AndContinue reading “Teardrops”
Mistake
I didn’t know how to feel When everything came crashing down. I didn’t know what to do When I lost my life source. I didn’t know how to react When he said those words. I didn’t know how much he meant Before I lost him. I didn’t know how to breathe When he was gone.Continue reading “Mistake”
Anniversary 2021
This is the second anniversary of Issy’s Writing Wonderland. It is still so surreal to think that I have been working on this website for over two years. Over these past two years, I have been overjoyed and extremely happy with each post and everything along the way. I treasured the tears, smiles, giggles, etContinue reading “Anniversary 2021”
To You
I’ve never felt this way before, But something about the way you talk, It was so different from before, Like you didn’t even know how to walk. But whenever she is around, You stumble on the words that never leave your mouth. Your eyes follow her around While I start to feel like I’m goingContinue reading “To You”
Hurting Inside
The pain inside Begins to fluctuate As it increases and decreases Each time you walk by. I feel an endless amount of guilt Plague me against the wall, Trapping me from escaping back into his arms Where I feel safe and secure. I hate the fact that you are stealing him away Because that isContinue reading “Hurting Inside”
Painful Words
The sting of your words Throws me off. I never could believe That you would say Those painfully striking words Ever to me. Now I kind of wonder If you even believe Those previous words You say to me Every morning and night Before I leave. In the night, The intense pain attacks me again.Continue reading “Painful Words”
Losing You
The intense squeeze Is the last I remember Because the presence Is no longer here. Repeating the past Is an exhausting task. I cannot stand to fathom Recalling all the previous times. The worry I feel at night Is immeasurable to the pain in my heart. Losing you is like losing a puzzle piece. AnotherContinue reading “Losing You”
Remembering You
The photos on my shelf Will forever remind me of you. If I try to ignore it, The photos always find a way to remind me of you. I sometimes walk by and avoid looking at them But the photos always win. I sometimes mentally curse myself because I always give in, Allowing the photosContinue reading “Remembering You”
The Loss of Happiness
The joy fades With the never leaving impression That something is missing. My happiness… I sometimes search for it daily with the hope That one day it’ll find its way back to me. But it never does. My happiness… The emptiness I feel Is deepening the void That is there without the missing thing fillingContinue reading “The Loss of Happiness”
The Scar of a Diamond
The sight of the diamond Scars my heart. Sometimes I choose this trail Because it is your favourite too. However, I end up regretting it Mostly due to seeing her. Her happiness drains my soul As I remember how it is us That are so happy together With no disruptions from the universe. Those memoriesContinue reading “The Scar of a Diamond”
Missing Fairytale
The dream flashes before my eyes As I remember how our love Is a fairytale. But, now no more… That is never in fairytales But maybe because it is shut somewhere Deep, deep down. Our love is no more. The fairytale ending I am no longer able to see Is now a distant memory AndContinue reading “Missing Fairytale”
Oceans
The calm blue waters That wrap around our coasts Will only ever show Its calm and peaceful exterior. But what is really going on inside? Something good or bad? Something positive or negative? Something constructive or destructive? Nothing can ever hide the truth. It will come out one day Whether you like it or not.Continue reading “Oceans”
I Miss You
The pain in my heart Will never suffice the hole you fill. You are no longer here To be my other half Making me feel vulnerable, Fragile, and hurt. I am never going to be safe again Because you’re no longer here. I miss you every day And yearn to feel you next to meContinue reading “I Miss You”
String
The endless pain tears my heart As I wonder what we’ve done so wrong. The endless guilt eats me up As I try to write it out in this song. I feel my heart begin to break apart As you wander back into my thoughts. You’ll never know what pain you’ve put me through AsContinue reading “String”
Empty Pages
Before a writing session, I always glance at my empty page That haunts me in my sleep. I have an inner battle Between my fear and imagination Before an idea settles in. Only a few hours in And my creative energy escalates As ideas and words fill the page. The empty page is no longerContinue reading “Empty Pages”
Problems
Gasping for air as I run Pass the trees, people, forests. I try to escape the hurt, I try to escape the pain. My lungs are exhausted, but I cannot stop. I must keep going. I cannot let my emotions take over Because that is a disaster waiting to happen. “Inhale, exhale. Inhale, exhale.” ThoseContinue reading “Problems”
Composition
Music is a beautiful tool I love to explore And play around with, Turning my emotions into melodies. It allows me to express deep emotions Which bury me deep down In the abyss of my hurt, Pain and suffering. It is my confidant, It is my companion, It is my friend, It is my soul.Continue reading “Composition”
Anniversary 2020
One year. One whole year of Issy’s Writing Wonderland. I cannot believe a year has passed since I created this website. Oh, my goodness! I am internally freaking out and I want to just dance. But I will not. I have to stay calm. But seriously, one whole year is a long time. I haveContinue reading “Anniversary 2020”
Feelings
Sometimes we forget to be mindful Of others’ feelings. But sometimes they forget to be mindful Of our feelings. Remember that we’re all humans And that we have emotions too. Be mindful of what you say Because it can be the difference between keeping or losing a life.
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