Invisible

The fear of being alone

Encapsulates me each night.

I cannot believe that I sometimes think

That no one is there for me.

It feels like all my friends are gone,

All my family are against me,

Everyone I love gone.

Gone…

Sometimes when I’m with them,

I feel like I’m isolated despite everyone I love being around me.

It feels like a trap that I’m stuck in.

A trap no one can save me from.

A deadly virus is also limiting any friendships from growing

Which kills our connections.

Everything is slowly fading away

And all I’ve ever known is gone.

Whenever I am with my friends or family,

I feel invisible.

I’m not there – I’m invisible.

Invisible…

The fear of being alone

Forever clogs me up.

I know that I have people who love me

But my head and mind are dissolving.