I Didn’t Know What Else to Do

Sometimes I wish I never did
What I’ve done because it pulls at my heart. 
Regret is taking over me
And now I wish that I could turn back time. 
 
The pain will never ever leave
Because it aches for you to come back. 
Sometimes I wish I thought it through 
Because I know that I can’t turn back time. 
And all this time
I thought I could live
Without you guys
But now I know...
I still regret what I’ve done
Because it kills me to think about 
The endless pain I put you through
Because I didn’t know what else to do.  
I thought that I could live without
The annoying messages and phone calls.
But it turns out that I was wrong
And now I wish that I could travel back. 
 
Pain is still etching at my heart
Because it wishes that you’d come back. 
Sometimes I wish I thought it through
But I know I can never travel back. 
And all this time
I thought I could live
Without you guys
But now I know...
I still regret what I’ve done
Because it kills me to think about 
The endless pain I put you through
Because I didn’t know what else to do.  
To do...
To do...
To do...
I’m sorry about what I did.
The pain still pulls at my heart.
I wish I didn’t put you through the pain
Because I didn’t know what else to do.  
To do...
To do...
To do...

Published by Issy Juanita

A writer with many stories, poems and ideas to tell...

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