Heartbreak

A strong connection holds us all so close

But when that connection is broken

So is my heart.

Broken in two.

Two pieces forever apart.

Never to be healed, glued or held together ever again.

I walk past you every day, yet you never know how much pain you put me through.

You broke me that day.

Nothing will ever be the same.

Nothing…

As I enter the room, I see you with her.

You will never know how much that hurts me to see.

I live through the endless day

Watching you cuddle, kiss and pamper her

Slowly breaking my heart even more.

You will never know how much that hurts me to see.

When I leave, the feeling doesn’t leave.

I cry into my pillow every night and the feeling stays stagnant.

I wish that it never came to this.

I wish that it never came to this.

Time slowly goes by but hurt fills me like a glass.

My heart has been stabbed multiple times by you.

I’ve lost all control because of you.

I’ve lost everything because of you.

You tore me apart to the point that I couldn’t take it anymore.

You destroyed me.

You devoured me.

You ruined me.

Tore.

Destroyed.

Devoured.

Ruined.

Now, I watch from above.

I still see you with her every day

Laughing, cuddling, kissing.

You will never know how much that hurts me to see.

You’ll never know how much pain you put me through.

You won’t ever find out how much pain you put me through.

You won’t ever uncover the truth of why I left.

You’ll never know how much pain you put me through…